Though I always make a peep on my blog every now and then… still I can’t  let my fingers work on the keyboard to drop an entry… until today.

 I had a brief chat with my hubby and learned that TIW-TIW is DEAD!  It didn’t made me scream  in grief, but it surely shattered my heart to pieces.  In fact, I am reading my exact entry about ‘her life’ when  with a single click… the news flashed on my screen.  I was shocked…and felt a cold cringe in my body after the news reached my heart.    

… all the while, I thought she would be there waiting for me.

 ..all the while… I thought I would laugh at her on our next meeting seeing how much she had grown during my absence.  

                               Now I know…. I was wrong.

Her so short  life of  3 months and 9 days  surely left a special  void in my heart… and in my husband’s.  She’s already been a part of our lives,  comfortably sharing each day together.  I might not be there with her  since I left for vacation , but my husband never ceased to update me about her and Memeng in our constant communications.

From the time she was born, April 27, 2007   up to  her death,  August 5, 2007, she never had known the fact that  we’re of different species.  All she knew… I was her mom!